Saturday, May 28, 2011

Why?!


Sometimes your soul is full of sadness and you don't feel like doing anything... Or you are taken over by hate and you can't see anything around you... Or you see something dear being crushed right in front of you... Or anything else... "That's normal", you may say. Soon you pass over it, transforming all that happened in painful memories, or eventually forgeting it. Or not... Those things can take over your mind, soul, heart, and make you change, transforming you in an 'emotional zombie'. Yeah, maybe it sounds a little exaggerated, but it's true. Some of them can become scars, which you'll have for the rest of your life, like wounds that you wouldn't know when they'll open again. Then, there will be moments when these would come out, making you feel the emptiness within you. You won't be able to realize how you feel, you won't even know your very own feelings. You'll just be like a plastic dummy, ignorant and ignored... No matter how hard you'd try to find a reason to live, your life will still seem meaningless. But you'd be too weak to send yourself in the depths of hell. You'll wait for someone to do it... But nobody would do that. You'll got sick of your life, of your "so-called friends". It won't worth enjoying life's 'happy moments'.
Life's not a movie, nor an anime. It's pathetic, just like all of us... But then, why have we even been born?
♥℘.s. ℓ٥ﻻ ﻉ√٥υ♥

1 comment:

  1. "Is it so hard to believe our hearts are made to be broken by love?" I'm going through the same shit here.. same questions... hang in there just for the sake of it happening all over again. I can't find any other reason..

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